Thylja

... that I'm moving to Vancouver... next week? No? Well, that's just me being way too lazy to update my journal on a semi- regular basis and failing to do so even though I promise to in about every other post. Either way, I'm moving to Vancouver on Saturday after Gamescom, which I'll be attending as per usual (nothing changed in the past nine years there). Oh the excitement, oh the stress, oh the fantastic, bittersweet goodbyes... A very schizophrenic kind of feeling, that's for sure. Looking forward to attending Vancouver Film School on one hand, but sad to say goodbye to so many people and equines and canines I love.   Saddest of them

Oh wow, it's been way too long since my last journal entry and boy oh boy has it been a ride. Many godawful things happened over the summer, that really dragged me into a deep dark hole from which it was really hard to see things objectively, much less get anywhere with my life. And then GamesCom happened, with a lot of stress beforehand, even more so because it was preceded by yet another hospital stay for my mother. But once more, Cologne was like an enchantment, the people, the lovely weather and well, the stress from running from one appointment to the next really did their job. Being out of the house every once in a while really helps

Why is it so hard to make decisions? Well, clearly it's a process that requires a lot of energy, studies show that people who are tired, depressed or otherwise "handicapped" have a harder time making decisions than an "average" person with a healthy serotonine- level. But I digress... I set up another account called thyljArt in order to divide my photographs from my mediocre artsing endeavours. BUT! I can't make up my mind about what to move where... People know me and my pics as Thylja, I'm contributor in three groups here on DA and the Lola pics have quite the amount of faves (the sun worshipper has over 250 now!!!). As opposed to my fana